Treasure

Treasure

Three hundreds and sixty-five days,

you can say "One year passed.".

But as for me,

that's not just one year. 

 Full of challenge during the time let me think that's just like 

I have swum through a deep gap which filled with

muds and sweat.  

During the critical year, I realize myself more deeply.

How to describe the feelings I have in this one year?

Maybe you can condense it to one sentence -

"More situations I faced, more depression I suffered. "

I always believe that if I have enough sincerity then 

I can do everything.

Because even the result is not well received, 

it won't be worse than the existing condition.

But in fact,

nothing go this way, they are all against my values,

very traditional value.

Do course project, make friends,

and live together with roommates,

no matter what conditions I faced,

they all posed big challenges to me.

I am not good at forbearing, and

I am not good at communicating with others.

I only have sincerity. 

In about one month,

I will leave this room, and leave my prior roommates.

In the end,

we will split to reach the different dreams we have.

Finally, we 

SPLIT. 

And,

I really feel that I am isolated from this group.

All in all,

they make the decision, I recevied.

In fact,

they are all very good and friendly guys.

They didn't do anything wrong but I did.

And,

I am always "consuming" our relationships.

Sorry, you guys.

No matter what I did or you did,

I am really appreciate your

kindness and forbearance.

Thanks,

You all really gave me a wonderful year.

Really!!

I will treasure the rest of time I can accompany you all.

I will treasure it.

Xuite Sweet Alec Wrote It On May. 07 , 2008