Losing the Memory

It has been four months since the graduation.

Even I love her so much,

I couldn't embrace her body,her heart,

and talk with her anymore after the leaving.

I aspire to take care of her all the time.

But,

there is no way,no time to let me able to

touch the link to her,

OR

I have already lost my courage to talk about my dear.

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Despite the losing,

I won't give any negative reponse to anybody

about her excessively concealed existence of my heart.

That is,

I won't say "I don't love her." ,

if someone know who she is

and ask me the extremely personal question.

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It has been a long time since I saw her last time.

I don't want to agree but to say

"Her image in my heart is shedding gradually,

even I can see her photos anytime,anywhere

if I want to do."

Whooh....

It seens that everything about her will pass eventually.

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To the "Star":

I miss you so much but,

I can't even remember the image of you little by litte.

Maybe it's time to forget you,

but it really can destruct me.

Really!!

Xuite Sweet Alec Wrote It On Nov.09 2007