Full of Depressions

This is my first time to write blog in English.

I hope that there won't be any grammar and meaning's  mistakes in my article.

Welcome to tell me where my mistakes are.

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It has been a long time since the semester started.

If only studying hard lets you feel tired,you have to think about your situation more seriously.

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It's time to talk about my situation.

Sometimes,I am more kind than all the classmates around me.

They feared,and suspected even,that my "real" intention is to hurt them. 

Precisely speaking,I don't want to hurt anybody in my class except myself.

"Pretend" to be a kind person is beyond my will.

All I want to do is make friends with every classmate in MIS.

I won't refuse any classmates' pleas if I can do something for them.

I wish that

everybody is my friend,and we can help each other all the time.

Because helping "friends" is one of my favorite things.

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Now,

almost all of them think that what emotion I express to them is not trustworthy enough

just because of my "excessive"  kindness.

Maybe I am so straight with them that they feel uncomfortable sometimes.

But I really don't want to hurt anyone around me.

"I feel that he is too skin-deep."

"I feel that he is too childish."

What you said I all agree,but

I hope all you guys could think about my sincerity again.

I am tired and full of depressions now.

Don't "forget" and let me out of the team any more.

Inviting me is equal to inviting a friend,

if you dislike me not very much.

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I'm sorry that

a lot of grammar and meaning's mistakes are there in this article.

Just do your best to understand what I am talking about.

You didn't do anything wrong.

I think that the problem is not true-false situation.

It's just that I want to communicate with "you".

No malevolence , No scolding !!

Thank you for coming here.

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Especially thank my teacher Kitty for helping me correct the article.

Xuite Sweet Alec Wrote It On Oct.8 2007